Welcome to today's ramblings... Eject now
I have been singing some old school backstreet boys all day. And people, I have an announcement. I think Sarah Sass is back. Where have I been? Many places. Neither here nor there. But, one things is for damn sure- I have not been myself. This whole grief deal has been royally kicking my ass, but I feel different today. I'm not saying that its all over and I am back to normal. Far from it. I'm saying that I feel more myself today than I have in 8 months and I'll take it. (this could be the lunch time mimosas talking)
I love this weather. Colder. Rainy. Today I got to wear a long sleeve t shirt without sweating(although I spilled all over it at lunch..). I got to cruise around in my new car (which I adore 100%). I got to completely rock out to good music. Windows down. Seat warmer on. New backwards hat. Total bliss. That my friends is the version of myself that I love. I haven't felt myself in a long, long, long time. I could feel it in the ole heart. Hence why I was singing backstreets back... Any who. Just thought you should know. I'm sure we could have a crash and burn sometime soon, but it's good to know the old self is still in there:)
I had another thought today. I thought about how I love people. Not in the sense of loving on people. But in the sense of I just absolutely love the people I know. Maybe not everyone all the time... But, I have just been surprised/overwhelmed/thankful by people lately. I don't know if it was because last week was my birthday or what. I am 100% blessed to know the greatest people on the planet. For real. In our bible study we have been learning how we were made to be relational/in community. I LOVE that. I love that we get the chance to do that. So thank you to the people. I love you. If I tackle you its out off pure joy. Just walk it off. Stay classy.
Clear eyes, full hearts,